Much love DeeZee. He was the chill to his crazy. I stopped taking it or should say ran out very quickly, and was ok for a few weeks until I refilled my prescription. In other words you can say she was very sexy, attractive and hard to resist. I kept it. I recently . Im looking for anyone who can help, my email will be attached at the end. I know the second the amphetamine has kicked in and know then that any chancre we have for authentic connection and communication are gone for the day. June 17, 2013, 3:30PM. Adults are at greater risk of cardiovascular events than children, and the risk increases with each passing decade of life. Reading these comments has made me feel like Im not alone. And when I also approached my cousin about it she said Im picking up on his past, and hes an amazing, powerful and inspirational person Currently my cousin and I are no longer German speaking and I feel the only way I will get her back to her own thought process is if I can convince her to stop taking the Adderall However she wont listen to me, the only ones she reports to now is herself and this guy all because they are twin souls. Im really glad I found this article. So I left the conversation with telling her that she is loved and nothing is going to change that and I hope she finds peace. So that is a lesson I learned over the years. I just made that my name because that's how I originally got my script. It makes me nice, calm and stable and helps a bit with the stimulant side off adderall. Now I can learn from the badand move on instead of staying stuck on the chaos and damage!! They just suggested that it wouldnt hurt to try it. Thank You for sharing your story and don't forget the power of prayer! I hope everyone finds it in themselves to get off of this drug and somehow find a natural, more healthy way to live. Now, I spend a lot of time alone reading and at work. About a year ago i started to notice some changes in my wifes behavior. Basically I stay focused on all the wrong stuff and waste a bunch of time trying to control a lot of things. Has anyone tried another meds? I have volumes of information on this as I tried to solve this problem for years, I know a very famous and brillian man who is around 70, I cannot say his name because he is a huge name. Take it to wake up, take it to get stuff done, crash at night, and eat lots of food, force yourself even, but weed helps a lot with appetite. ?? i started to think about all the relationships that she had and how they were very shallow and almost nonexistant. I intentionally over take it to stay high, even though I always stay within my daily dosage which is 50mgs. When shes under the adderall effect she is distant. Here recently, she has stopped taking it for about a month. Once you get your dose fixed, start trying to wean it down a little. So I contact her and I ask her what going on (this is where I realized something was really wrong). I have always been aware of his problems with drugs and have always offered support of any kind to help him. But there I go judgingblaming always looking for somewhere to focus my anger!! This drug contains a small percentage of amphetamines in combination: dextroamphetamine and amphetamine. Let me make one thing very clear, many of us parents are fools, we get caught up in our childrens glory and stupidly bask in the limelight of their winnings but no parent who is deserving of the honor of being a mom or dad ever wants their offspring dependent on a drug to feel self worth, especially at the expense of self acceptance, dignity, happiness, knowledge, trust, awareness and human connectiveness. Lifes just not fair. Why do I depend on this medicine to make me feel like Mr. Some people looking for immediate effects may crush up their tablets and snort. Kindly additionally visit my web site =). My relationship with my girlfriend kept getting stronger and I became dependent on our conversations, intimacy, and dates for the dopamine rush. Then it dawned on me that these are side effects to the meds she was using. It may take a couple of years, but youll be surprised how close you can get. Please, think before you mix these. Have questions? ughh sorry that was a bit of a rant but they piss me off. We were together without a title in a long distance type of friendship, which didnt work out because he was so up and down with his emotions. I finally got back on my adderall and here I am today. And keep those doses as low as possible. Our relationship very much resimbles the push/ pull or pursuer /distancer example given above. Right now its kind of self-destructing. Say things like look, I know you want the old me back, and Im ready to do that for you because I love you, but its not going to be all roses. I used adderall for about a year, then last November quit cold turkey. The most amazing human I have ever met. Not sure how to fix myself. Within 3 days time my Director called me at my place of work that i should resume working immediately. He is my bestest buddy EVER! Thats a problem. But the pushing/pulling of the relationship is hard. Posted in Articles, Info for Non-Users, Relationships & Adderall. I am a guy, I workout, had a trainer, got buff, but adderal def burns your hormones and lowers your testosterone, so I started hormone replacement therapy. They were also the first generation of Americans to habitually abuse these prescribed stimulants as study drugs well into high school and college (a 2012 review found that the nonmedical use of these pills represent the second most prevalent form of illicit drug use in college, afterweed). Life is so much easier!! Then repeat it in the morning. It?s not pathetic you clearly want out of this vicious cycle. Thanks! But here it goes. He is, and he certainly doesnt want to talk about that with you. And I didnt know their story (their month and a half old story mind you) and I she could no longer talk to me because I was too negative for her. You don't have to be this miserable or in this much pain. What Adult ADHD Looks Like. We got back together in a long distance relationship. I become EXTREMELY clingy. I like both sexes so I get girls and guys after me, oh one interesting piece of info, on adderal I tend to like women more and off of it I like guys more! Have never believed in the supernatural or talk less of spell or even voodoo. You belong here as much as anybody else. I wonder how many CEOs take adderall. How would your significant other react if you suddenly had to lean on them heavily? Problem being as many have stated here, she has become very distant with me and has no interest in being close with me in any manner. I literally cannot get a word in edgrpewise. But well as you said, "Devil's pills", I tell you each time I do a line of amphetamine I think of myself the same "What kind of shit product am I taking". i fell in love with her and we spoke of our future together often. I'm a 28 year old man, I can't imagine what my life could be if I had it through high school & college. She wouldnt have put up with the crying lazy version of me. Im sick of it. It seemed as though if our relationship wasnt perfect he would freak out on me and hate me. We saw each other at a late night club and he acted like this sweet man who i knew he could be, but it was late at night.his dosage was probably wearing off and i knew deep down there was another side to him, which at the time I was too naive to realize was adderall. As we got older, we remained best friends, he was the shoulder to cry on when things got bad. If you are too skinny you are not working out, not eating enough etc.. Also, if you take too much adderall it will enhance your ADHD! What do you want more? Its all up to him now and theres nothing I can do or say to make sure he never does that. I wish we had known the power of food at that time. I wanted him to tell me that he wanted to be with me and not her. I dont expect a solution to come easy, but this website has really gotten me thinking about what I can do to deal with this medication and perhaps eventually get off of it. What a joke my judgmental arrogant ignorant uncompassionate words and actions I so regret that I have yelled angrily at a sick soul sick individual who is hurting and lost!! Did everything I did before except this time I was active with some hobby or project. You parents had no way of knowing your real situation when they gave you what would have otherwise been extremely sound advice. Try to be your natural self as much as possible and crashing from adderal sucks, but after the crash is over you will get a second wind and return to your true self. I feel like hes taking me for granted. He said he does not want to lose me, but I hate feeling like this drug is also pushing us farther apart. The evaluation said I had ADHD/ADD and he prescribed me Adderall. I made plans to move from where I lived, which was a thousand miles away from him, to be with him, had plans to leave my family friends and the career and life I built at 27 because I loved this man so much. My attitude changed again and we started getting into more fights etc. That's why it was prescribed to me. Pasted as rich text. Junior . The woman I love would NEVER leave her kids for three days to carry on an affair. Millennials were the first generation of Americans to be habitually prescribed stimulants like Adderall to treat ADHD. Serotonin also functions as part of memory and cognition, and it is also a vasoconstrictor. Your puruser/distancer talk is spot on and is multiplied by 100 with adderall. she became my twin sister in high school all again wanting to hurt and ruin my life steal the man i love. 2 Weeks later he approached me and said it was night and day transformation. I have never understood this. I know I am, if you are under 28, hormone replacement therapy will be too soon for you, but I am 33 so it is a young age but works. (3) You want to be promoted in your office. I wouldnt trade those things for anything and I hope one day I feel them again. He just hasnt come back to the relationship. If you guys got along better after you quit Adderall, then to me that says theres always a chance of you getting back together later after you quit for good (if you want it to go that way). At this time we were in our 20s and he started adderall. If they did know your full situation, what do you think they would tell you? I dont want me and him to end up like majority of the other commenters hereSplit up by Adderall. He did not seem to be upset that I could not go so I let him be. After a little research, I discovered there are many known links to Vyvanse and manic behavior. She is now talking about moving to New York to be with this new guy, the third person she has stated is her soul mate in 3 months and when I asked her why it was okay for her to move 17 hours away but when I move one hour away its suddenly a problem. I have been off it from time to time. Before adderrall I was begging him for affection all the time, I was so lonely. I guess should I be hopeful and patient? Not a care in the world. Adderall Abuse Alters Brain, Claims a Young Life. Most rehabs will also help you get into a halfway house where you're required to find a job, do choires, attend meetings and be sober. I quit cold turkey in January of this year , my wife left 3 months later. However, the universe has guided me to you. Either way, I honestly think that she is eventually going to regret breaking up with me and call.. The best plan is to keep taking it at focus on myself/career and not problems and stay single and advance fast. I am considering it.